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  • Make a more elaborate 'about me' writing; I wrote this other one blind and quickly in the throes of some weird passion
  • Make a better eye collage
  • Memorial/death wishes: make a table that describes how I would feel about dying in every conceivable way to die, make myself a memorial page (because God knows nobody else would get to it) and my funeral wishes (though I'm powerless to them being heeded)
  • Elaborate on other links specified

    • Concepts

  • Every-other line BDO
  • Separate footer from main
  • Make the selection color some eye-bleeding monstrosity that makes it impossible to read, still
  • Put "pyschedelic" anime girls GIFs or something similarly disorienting on the margins (only seen on desktop)
  • Unique a styling and subtitle styling

    • Estynia's resources

  • Finish "Art of Dreaming" audiobook
  • Upload audiobooks to YouTube
  • Proper styling of Win10 guide
  • Flesh out Win10 guide, WinAero/etc
  • 90 day ambidextrous writing project
  • Style CodeHS page, comprehensive directory, put all answers for exercises from Python and AP CSA courses (will take some time)

    • Galleries

  • Implement infinite scrolling with JS (regretabbly, I've been avoiding JS) on galleries to improve loading times; lazy loading doesn't really help that much
  • Flesh out all galleries, with alt text for all images
  • Add the little figures in the margin to all gallery pages

    • General Improvements

  • Show the active link at the top of the navigation bar
  • Make buttons have an effect upon hovering
  • Custom cursors
  • Fix list bulletpoints going off the page and probably style them
  • Style list on to-do page to have checkmark boxes
  • Fix links that are broken from me improperly writing them, esepecially remnant "journals.html" and etc

    • Journals

  • Journal about my appearance/etc "Vivisect Estynia"
  • Journal about sexual abuse/experience
  • Journal describing my family and my relationship with them
  • The Meekest Doe journal, draw a meek doe (obviously) and a dying bloody swan
  • Journal about autists at my school that I have observed
  • Journal about homeschooling/motherhood/whatever the fuck it was I was writing about
  • Journal about past eating disorders
  • Journal of a compilation of my childhood memories
  • Flesh out the journals about the Harbringer and Golden Star Triptych, properly format those images
  • "Sultan" Novella
  • Finish writing about wolf bone crush dream
  • Separate literary writings from general journals; it's kind of hard to find an elegant way to do this
  • Format journals better; add padding and stuff

    • Misc.

  • Make some elaborate CYOA at some point
  • Clean, understandable sitemap on the homepage

    • Music

  • Redesign music page: 2 main boxes for philosophy of music/table of music on page, then you know whatever periphery things on the side
  • Learn how to play bass on record it, either with just vanilla audio recordings or videos of me in some absurd anonymous costume playing bass

    • Rooms

  • Good room: a song I've currently forgot the name of overlaid with my own recordings of rain and bird songs, a lot of angel imagery, brooks, ponds, small animals, generally pleasant things and pleasant poems and optimistic words interspersed throughout, meant to cheer people up
  • Bad room: words that question your existence, prompting disassociation, delusions, unreality, my worst fears, no bugs unless they are associated with infesting the body, droning harsh noise, made to make you feel very very bad
  • Dream room: clouds, heaven, surrealism, some vague music like shoegaze or ambient
  • Seizure room: self-explanatory, flashing images, it's literally called 'seizure room' so it's not my fault if you click on it and happen to be epileptic

    • Salkah

  • Angel egg lore
  • Story about how Flanuerlise lost her arm to a shark
  • "Still Dreaming" animatic is part of the Jinczinka universe
  • Estynian phonology
  • Flesh out Estynian dictionary/etc
  • Full lore of Salkah, including explaining her biology and evolution with drawings and graphs
  • Unique styling for page

    • Scarlett

  • Scarlett sentimentalia (lay out all of the things that remind me of her and write about them)
  • Finish Song to Scarlett
  • Full gallery of all my pictures of her
  • Mourning song and animation for scarlett using 'Black Chipped Nails' by Gezebelle Gaburgably, sung by myself and bass by myself, videos and edits of her, animations by me, I cannot find anyone to record guitar for me so this is unfortunately on the back-burner for now

    • Shrines

  • Make a shrine with pictures, drawings and notes about Null (some non-binary girl I'm hopelessly infatuated with)
  • Flesh out Gezebelle's shrine, expanding on your understanding of her music, separate page used to analyze all of her lyrics and by extension all of her songs and art
  • Embed Gezebelle's Twitter feed into her shrine
  • Fix shrine page, 3 columns of boxes that show an image of that particular thing enshrined and when you hover over it, it fades into color and a name of whatever it is is being displayed, then it redirects you to the shrine's page when you click on it (obviously)
  • Sayuri shrine

    • Personal Goals

    Short-term (> month)

  • Ask some teachers for letters of recommendations for the love of fucking God
  • Clean your room

    Intermediate-term (within 1-2 years)

  • Learn Blender
  • Learn C
  • Learn TypeScript
  • Continue to learn Python and CSS/HTML
  • Salkah chatterbot
    Salkah model made in Blender, in a similar style to this
    Fully rigged
    Some movements prompted by user input, such as waves for greetings, small distracted movements when she's been alone for a while (5 minutes or more), things such as that
    Animal Crossing-esque Salkah speech using Estynian phoenemes
    Make the length of her dialogue vary by the length of her response (fairly simple, basically just use the average time of speaking (125w/min) and divide it by how many words in the response or something like that)
    Train the deep-learning-neural-network-whatever-the-fuck
    Hard-coded intents and other responses
  • Read a Hermann Hesse novel in german

    • Long-term (2+ years)

  • Make a genuine, in-real-life friend by the time I am 20 years old (if I don't, there's a very good chance that I'll just kill myself, lol)