hack // 2023-05-16
My claws careening through the dirt; listen // 2022-12-05
Triple-thick Black and White Milkshake // 2022-11-03
My unspillt blood is like the first snowfall // 2022-10-14
A dead swan and a dead robin // 2022-10-13
I don't want to live a long time and I don't care to acheive much // 2022-10-04
The Meekest Doe // 2022-10-01
Masturbate Yourself in Front of Me // 2022-09-24
my brain has holes in it // 2022-09-18
(almost) a week of self-induced isolation // 2022-09-17
Daymaring // 2022-09-10
sunflower seed oil // 2022-09-07
KF and the future // 2022-09-06
Rabble // 2022-09-02
Scarlett, passing days & Oma // 2022-08-21
Notes from a friend // 2022-08-13
I hate how it feels to be drunk // 2022-08-05
Emails from a Schizo Retard // 2022-08-04
womb // 2022-07-26
Farewell, Everything passes. // 2022-07-21
Forgiveness // 2022-07-14
Estynia's Wine and Dine// 2022-07-12
FREE HORSE!!!! // 2022-07-01
Limerence and Dread // 2022-06-19
The Relentless Defilement of Adulthood // 2022-06-16
I want my skin to touch the grass // 2022-06-14
sorry that I haven't been around // 2022-06-12
Babbling, trying to explain myself // 2022-5-27
Aripiprazole // 2022-05-22
LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU HURT ME! // 2022-05-21
Autistic Inferno // 2022-05-18
I Can't Kill My Ego :( // 2022-05-17
Song of my Death // 2022-05-11
Griddle Egg // 2022-05-09
Tiredness 2.0, Stubborn Depressions // 2022-05-03
She Said I was Sunshiny // 2022-04-27
Napping in Clouds // 2022-04-26
My Favorite Time of Day is the Early Morning and War // 2022-04-21
Identity Politics // 2022-04-18
Recounting Some Painful Childhood Memories // 2022-04-15
Vomit // 2022-04-11
Phantom Wings and Divinity // 2022-04-09
Respite // 2022-04-05
On Meaningful Rings and Despair // 2022-03-26
Of Daisies and Death // 2022-03-25
Pathetic apology daisy chain // 2022-03-24
German class observations (No title) // 2021-12-17
Assorted notes (No title) // 2021-10-19
journo 1~6// 2021-01-04
REEEEEE 2 // 2020-08-13
REEEEEE 1 // 2020-08-12
No title // 2020-08-09
The Ice Burns Me Too // 2020-02-08
Assorted Thoughts // 2020-02-07
Sister's Attempted Suicide // 2020-02-05
min kjæreste // 2020-02-03
Untitled // 2020-02-02
No title // 2019-11-30
My Prized Possession - Scarlett the Stray // 2018-10-24
Anorexic ramblings // 2018-02-14
??? Something about truth and ignorance // 2018-02-12
edgy // 2018-02-01
Here's the ballad of someone whose chronically online.
Here lies my general journal index... They have no set theme, and a lot of them are written stream-of-consciousness style. Mostly about my thoughts, experiences, wishes...ANY JOURNALS SHOWN TO BE WRITTEN BEFORE MARCH 25TH, 2,022 WERE WRITTEN BEFORE THE CONCEPTION OF THIS WEBSITE.